My undying Love

Gotta Go

2005-07-29T18:11:00.000-07:00

What a busy monh july is!! i really can manage my time pala unli8ke last year na i can't handle my time seriously..!!
! month na yung braces ko, and as for my dentist, she can see a lot of improvemen and i'm so glad that it will be removed by the 8th month of it!! yaaay!!

and after my braces, i'm planning to join CTM comtest.. oh wel, there's no harm in trying!!hehe...

Love Moves In Mysterious Ways

2005-07-02T03:21:00.000-07:00

Everytime i hear the song "Love moves in mysterious ways", i feel sad and at the same time happy. I don't know, i just Love the song cause it's sending me a message that i trully don't understand. You know?! i wish that HE will play the song "Love moves in mysterious ways" in his guitar!! ewan!! basta it will mean a LOT to me kung marinig ko sa kaniya yan!! Frankly speaking, i still Love him. Nowadays, he's the only one that is on my mind. But on the other hand, i think i'm beginning to Love this other guy na!! oh!! am i confuse or what!?

The naked truth

2005-06-28T05:16:00.000-07:00

I so hate school!! it's like my sanctuary which i can't think of any reasons not to hate it!! anyways, i got hooked with music which i can't get enough of!! i've been listening to MYMP's and NINA's for hours already!! ugh!! i just love their songs, because i can feel the message they are telling me!!! waahhh!!! i am so0o0o not-in-love right now!! i really need an inspiration for my studies!!! that's why i'm wasting my time in listening to music!! a nerve-soother it actually is!!

You know what?! i've been thinking about this for weeks now. It's about this guy who really likes me that he managed to wait for almost 2 years na!! the point i'm telling you is.... i think i'm falling for him na!! Can it be true?! well, it's because i really like him being so thoughtful and kind to me!! But the problem is, there is someone PA in my heart which i can't delete!! But my feelings is trying to transfer na to the other guy!! but even though i'll fall for the other one, i'm not going to have a boyfriend this high school.

Damn!! am i pretty or what?!?

2005-06-28T05:07:00.000-07:00

My mom was scolding me because i'm beginning to act like a freak na daw!! kasi i am so narcisstic that i just can't help but stare at the mirror for minutes!! my mom told me i'm going overbored na but i look at it as an ego-booster!! Because, i am so0o0o insecure with this girl at school and i don't know why?! But when i ask my friend if who among us is prettier, she keeps on telling me that i am prettier than her!! but why don't i feel that!? i am so0o0o bumped that she's getting into my nerves na!! but all i can say is...

"I am damn prettier than you are!!" Psyche!!!

Being Single Since Birth isn't a Crime

2005-06-25T07:53:00.000-07:00

I really hate my senior life!!! maybe because their are some thorns in my flesh right now!! ugh!! i really hate them!! =( anyways, one of my friend told me their secret. She told me that they are planning to set me up with another guy so that i can get over with my past love na!! can you believe it?! it's because i'm the only one who didnt had a boyfriend pa among us!!! the heck!! it's not my priority!! i'm not that desperate to have one, because if i really want to have a relationship with someone, i can get it!! because honestly speaking.. i have the looks naman diba?! i just don't have the CHARISMA!! hehe.. uhmm... seriously, i just hate what they are doing to me because i don't need a LOVELIFE!! i don't need a BOYFRIEND!! so don't push me in such things because i'm not yet ready!! Don't pity me for not having one, be happy for me!!! I Don't need a Lover, i just need the cellphone number of my crush!! that's all!! hehe..

Let's Do The Funk

2005-06-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

When The going gets tough, the tough gets going!! agh! what an awful week i spent in school!! 0ur teachers are such a blurr, they gave us shocking assignments which gave us intense pressure. I still can't find Filipino Physicists on the net, those bloody search engines!!! such a crap!! uggh!!
Anyways, it was only the tip of the iceberg cause believe it or not, i got sick on a thursday afternoon!! damn!! that day was my schedule for my brace to be attached!! grr... i hate this week!

Life should be filled..

2005-06-07T01:38:00.000-07:00

By the end of the month, i'll be having my braces already!! it's for my teeth to look better and straighter!! well, it's a requirement to be a model!!haha!! Why did i opened the topic about models you ask?! it's because it's my ultimate DREAM!! not a ramp model!! i don't have the height noh?! but to be a cover and commercial model!! but before i achieve that dream, i need to prove to people that i have "it" to be one!! and to achieve that, i need not to listen to people who just wanna let me down!! they're just loners, insecure people!! kaya don't be too downhearted when someone gossips bad things about you cause you know the REAL you!! i realized that when i saw people strive really hard to get what they want!! because they know what they want!! and i feel pity for some who just accepts what destiny gives them without a push to make their life, much more meaningful. Kaya even though how many mountains i should climb, how many walls i should wreck just to reach my dream... nothing can stop me into doing that!! they should mind their own damn business, not mine!! this is a promise, before i reach 20, i'll be featured in a magazine and/or be doing an ad-worthy commercial!! that's a promise!! i'll be doing my destiny, not waiting for it!!

BRACE yourself (part 1)

2005-05-30T03:35:00.000-07:00

My Gawd!! i just got home from the dentist!! apat yung pinastahan na ngipin ko at isa naman ang binunot!! haha!! i am so0o0o happy na ok na teeth ko!!ala nang sira!! pero sabi daw ng dentist, i should wear baraces para ma-move yung teeth ko na closed bite at para mag-straight na siya!! para before college, danda na ng teeth kohw!!wahehe!! sana nga i could gather up some courage for a brace!!

Love makes me stupid!!

2005-05-18T03:21:00.000-07:00

"diba minsan kala mo di mo na mahal ang isang taodahil galit ka sa kaniya? yun pala, kaya ka nagagalit kasi di mo matanggap na sa kabila ng lahat.... mahal mo pa rin talaga siya"
when someone sent me that quote... i realized that i'm in that situation... i hate him not beacause of no reason at all... i hate him because i still cant figure how to forget him!!!
I Love it when he txts me, i like txting him... as a friend na nga lang.. but he's not that thoughtful like the others na they will txt you 24/7 talaga.... but nowadays, i found out that he keeps on txting a other people more often than he does to me... i don't know why it hurts, basta i can feel the pain inside.. it hurts more cause i cant talk to anyone kasi i'm giving an impression to them na LIMOT ko na siya, kaya mas masakit, kasi i keep on hiding the pain i feel because of no reason. Di ko siya kayang sumbatan, FRIENDS lang kasi kami, walang PAST, just a simple friendship is connecting us. yah!! i wanna be his friend pero how can i forget him kung nandiyan lang siya.. i want to be away for him pero everytime i am, i kept on missing him and thinking about him more. Oftentimes i say to myself na sana makahanap na siya ng iba para for me to forget him na...i know it'll hurt more but it's the only way...my friend asked me once if "i wanna let him go or i wanna take him back".... that time, my mind keeps on bugging me to let him go, set him free, but my heart is against it, i still wanna keep him!! is this Love or Stupidity?!? i dont wanna be stupid when it comes to Love cause ma-pride akong tao... at bakit ba i feel like i am running away from him na but still, he keeps on following me literally... i can't take the pain anymore cause my life is in a total mess right now!!! i can't stop the pain.....

"even if you mean the whole damn world to me, i can forget you wait and see.. i can be strong even without you. i can't waste my life forever hoping you'll comeback to me......................... but deep inside i know i'll be waiting here for you.."

Kikay moi...

2005-05-12T23:35:00.000-07:00

HaLLo0o0owWw!!! imah back na ffrom manila!! my goodness!!ha!ha! i puked once nang papunta kami sa manila and because of that, my brother coudnt stop teasing me!!!arggh!!it is so kainis that i wanna make him sapak!!my gawd!! i just cant resist the sales and cute tees sa mall!! Gosh!! i'm happy naman cause nabili ko yung iba na nasa wish list ko!! I bought 3 Lip and cheek tints, why you ask?!? kasi nung 1st day namin sa manila, i cant wait to buy that kaya binili ko agad yun and then, the week after, when we came back sa body shop, buy 1 take 1 na sha!!!kaya i got so attached to it na i really can't sleep sa kaiisip bout the promo, kaya binili ko nalang sha!!haha!! i am so engot!!!! I bought the moonflower pala from body shop!!! but i think white musk is much more fragrant for me!!oh well, it's the uso na pabango naman eh cause a lot of kikays use that!! and speaking of the price, my god!! it's 595 pesos!! so much talaga but hindi madali matanggal yung bango!!kaya worthy naman!!ahehe... i also bought their born lippy cause it is so0o yummy and maganda sha sa lips!!! haay naku!! i'm really a freakin' kikay!!oh well, i love who i am!!

Manila Here I come

2005-04-24T01:37:00.000-07:00

Maybe this will be the last post i can make this week kasi this night na kami pupunta sa manila...(oh my gosh!!16 hours of suffering) napa-aga siya kasi sabi ng dad ko na we should be there na before may 27.. hahabol nalang siya kasi may seminar pa siya sa tacloban(yung mga councilors). Tapos susunod na siya sa manila kasi dun may conference sila for, y'know what?!? the CITYHOOD of CATBALOGAN...!!!wahoo!! sa wakas, magiging city na yung catb...!!!

I was trying to change my blog skin kanina para before kami umalis, mas maganda na yung blog ko kaya lang hindi ko ma-upload yung pic ng ng skin kaya binalik ko nalang sa dati yung blog skin ko..

Kaninang umaga, my mom was just scolding me!!!Badtrip talaga!!pinapagalitan niya ako kasi i havent pack my bags pa!!haaay!! i told her na nga kagabi na wala pa akong bag na gagamitin!!she is so inconsiderate.. but that's alright, she was just changing my wrong attitude naman eh(being STUBBORN!!haha!!), at isa pa, sa kaniya ako kukuha ng shopping money ko!Lolz... sana nasa akin ngayon yung atm card ko so that i can withdraw some of my money to buy these:
*Lip and cheek tint
*body shop's moonflower
*eyelash curler(La Cross)
*Camouflages capri
*Eye mask
*pink cap
*godiva whitening cream(w/ licorice)
*oil-removing paper
*wax set
*depilatory cream
~~~~was that too much to ask?!?haha!! that's my must-haves!!Lolz..

I wish i don't puke during the trip!!Oh God!!help me!!! I hope i'll see GEOFF EIGENMANN(is the spelling right??) in manila!!!haha!!

Wish Me Luck

2005-04-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

Oh My Gosh!! It's Like all my Phobias are coming out to haunt me!! This afternoon, i'm going to the dentist na to have a check-up!!arrgghh!! my heart's beating fast already!! God help me....!!

and the other thing, we're going to manila na this coming tueday.. i'm quite of excited and scared cause i always vomit everytime we travel on ROAD!! imagine, for 16 hours, you'll just sit in the car seat without tv or anything... and i have a low ego on that that's why i always suffer from a headache which always leads to vomiting!!!urhhhgggg!! But I wont back-out on this because after 16 hours, we are in manila na!!wahhooo!!! i also can't wait to visit my lola in batangas!!!haha!! i miss her na!!! Manila here i come, my bags are packed, my shopping list is ready....

Hello!! just renovating here..

2005-04-21T20:15:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to edit my blog... sorry for the inconvenience!!!Lolz... I kinda lost track of the htmls that's why it's not that pretty pa!! I promise!! magkaka-music na toh!! If i got the right lalagyan for the code!!haha!! can somebody help me?!?lol

Tanga niya!!Grabe!!

2005-04-14T19:37:00.000-07:00

My tooth hurts!! I need to go to the dentist na!!!Waahhh!! Hindi ako nakatulog magdamag kasi ang sakit talaga ng ngipin ko!!! I'm afraid to go to the dentist na cause na-trauma na ako noon.... pero, ba't ganun?!? nang bata ako, di naman ako tatakutin sa dentist eh.. ngayong 2004 lang nagsimula na matakot ako sa dentista!! Kasi, yung abnormal na dentista, napansin niya na di tumatalab yung gamot para la akong maramdaman (2 times po ako na-injectionan!!) nang huli na nang malaman niyang may absess pala yung gums ko!!kaya 1 day ako nakahilata kasi ang sakit talaga ng ngipin ko kasi hindi niya tnatanggal!! Ang tanga talaga niya!! siya ang may kasalanan kung ba't ako natatakot na sa dentista!! naging problema ko na tuloy yan!!

ooooouuuuucccchhhh!!!! The Pain!! i need ICE!!!!waaahhhh!!!

2005-04-08T04:07:00.000-07:00

Gosh!!! ang sakit talaga ng mata ko!! my golly!!! alam mo ba!?? nang naglalaro kami kanina ng badmenton, natamaan yung left na mata ko!! ang sakit talaga!! Lumuluha na nga ako kanina sa sakit.... tapos nilagyan ko ng ice kasi ang sakit talaga!! tumutulo pa rin luha ko!! ouch!! Feeling ko sinapak ako na di ko na mabukas mata ko!!Waaaaahhh!!! ang sakit talaga promise!!!

Thank God it's Friday....?!?

2005-04-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

huh?!? ang bilis naman!! monday palang yun ahh...!!!??? anyways, naglaro ako ngayong hapon ng silent hill... gosh!! nakaktakot talaga!! tili kami ng tili!! pero ako ang pinakamalakas tumili!!haha!!Lolz... Kaya lang, nang nadun na kami sa hospital, ayoko ng maglaro kasi sobrang nakakatakot na dun, may mga chanak na up to the highest level!! My Gawd!!hahaha!!! Kaya pinatay nalang namin yung computer!! nyahahaha!!! tapos, bumaba na kami at naglaro ng badmenton!!Gosh... naka-apak ako ng ebak!!!yuck!!! Gross!!!

Frustrations suck!!

2005-04-05T23:15:00.000-07:00

Have you experienced being in an environment with pretty faces?!? i do!! Did you feel that you don't belong cause their beauty drowning yours?!? I DID, and i always do!!! It frustrates me a lot to make myself "belong" in the crowd!!! I just want to fit in that's all!!

Yah!! you're beautiful!! but your face value still isn't enough to make them turn heads to you... your beauty is just plain!! Lalo na if you're with the "mestizas"!! You're Like their yaya!! But then I realized, I Don't need to be insecure because i have my own beauty and uniqueness to make myself stand up in every crowd i can see....!!! Yeah!! I can and I will, stand up, if not today, maybe tomorrow!! But I will be, SOON!! just see...

My God!! Wednesday na pala

2005-04-05T23:07:00.000-07:00

wednesday na pala... kala ko monday palang!! hehe...

anyways, mga 10:30 na ako nagising kaninang umaga (iba na ang mga tamad!!haha) may bisita ngayon sa bahay kaya mabilis ako na naligo at nagbihis, maglu-lunch sa amin yung tita ko na galing sa batangas.....

Tuesday...

2005-04-04T22:53:00.000-07:00

Gosh!!! i'm tuning to Can't cry hard enough by bellefire ngayon!! ang sad talaga ng song na toh!! but ds is my fave!! promiseeee.....!!!!!

Katatapos ko lang basahin yung april issue ng candy kagabi, sisimulan ko yung witch ngayong araw.... haaay!! walang araw samin pero ang init init!! nakakainis...!!!

Lang title... sorry

2005-04-04T03:46:00.000-07:00

Hi!!! April na pala, gosh!! how time flies!!!! hmmmm.....

Anywayz... kahit na april na, pumupunta pa rin ako sa school <> nakakainis nga eh!! kasi hindi pa tapos yung clearance ko kasi si sir, andun pa daw sa Baguio at may convention.... sa 14 pa daw babalik!!! kakainis talaga!! hindi tuloy buo yung summer ko!! Grrr....

TAPOS, just this week, i had a txtmate... He's from tacloban DAW... his name DAW is John Laurente.. But ok lang kung niloloko lang niya ako o hindi, i enjoy his company naman eh... oh well.... Maganda yung LOVELIFE niya kasi sabi niya, yung girlfriend niya DAW na si donna at siya DAW ay in a relationship for FIVE AND A HALF years na!!! what an accomplishment cause hindi lahat na tao makakatagal sa isang relationship for five years!! it just mean na mahal talaga nila ang isat-isa!! so sweeeeeeeeeeet!!!!! That's what i call Love!!!!

Guess what??! may sun cellular na akohw!!! hurrraaaaaayyyyy!!!!hihi...",) May signal na kasi yung sun sa amin.... wahooo!!! wahoooo!!! sana si Baby Devsie Bear mag-sun na kasi matatapos na yung promo ng smart 258!!! Lamu ba?!? 1 month na akong unlimited kaya maninibago talaga ako kung tanggalin na yung unlimited txt!!waaaahhhh!!!

Mabuhay ang mga nocturnal!!hehe... Glad ako na hindi ako diurnal!!! Gosh!! sabi nila mahirap daw ang buhay-nocturnal.... pero hindi nman.... ma-enjoy nga eh kasi.... yung mga ka-txt ko, may sense na na kausap...hehe...

SUMMER NA!!!! SAAN TAYO?!?

2005-03-27T01:17:00.000-08:00

Summer na pala!!??!! akala ko nananaginip lang ako!!!bwahaha!!! just joking!!! anywayzzz.... yoko pang mag-summer!!! pero yokong may pasok!!! gulo ko noh!!! What Ever!!! basta ang alam ko, gusto ko nang mag-c0LLege!!! The heck!! pero yoko pa kasi mamimiss ko siztahs ko!!! Ano Vah!!! ang gulo ko talaga!! ahh basta!! yoko pang mag-summer!!! That's all!!!!

P.S. What's the problem with candymag?!? di ko siya mabuksan?!!!! I need teentalk so badly!!! can someone help me?!?!!

LOVE OF MY LIFE

2005-03-27T01:08:00.000-08:00

Gosh!! unlimited promo of smart is still going on... This is my third week na!!! Sure i'm addicted to txting!!! Siyempre dapat unlimited ako kasi unlimited din si *7%&%#%#$>?<>

>>>Tuning to LOVE OF MY LIFE by Southboarder<<<

~~aayaaan!! patapos na!! sad na ako kasi matatapos na yung song!!! Waaaaahhhhh!!!!! *cry* *cry* *cry*

Saddddddddd aaaakkkkooooooo!!!!!!!!

2005-03-27T01:02:00.000-08:00

I'm so sad!! di ko nga alam kung bakit eh!! basta ng narinig ko lang yung "say that you Love me" (and still listening to).... I Feel so bumped and annoyed!! ewan ba!! it's like my conscience is talking to me!!! I Don't like what i am feeling right now!!!

Gosh!! 4th year na kami this coming June...

2005-03-10T18:33:00.000-08:00

Haller!!! tagal ko nang hindi nagblo-blog ahh!! naging busy kasi ako this past few days!! ngayon nga marami pa gagawin ko kaya, dito lang muna toh!! babooosh!!

Thank God it's Friday

2005-01-27T16:37:00.000-08:00

haaay!! thank god it's friday na!! i miss surfing the net so much!! banned kasi ako ngayon sa computer sa bahay kaya i need to go to a cafe pa to surf!!! but maybe ma next MONTH..... bababad na naman ako sa computer!!\

Trying to make my website!! cool huh!! it will be pink and lavender!! sana maging maganda ang results!!

January 24, 2005

2005-01-23T21:05:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since i blogged...

just wanna update my settings.. miss teentalk so much!!

My unluckiest day

2005-01-11T02:33:00.000-08:00

According to me actually, this is the unluckiest day of my unlucky week!! naniniwala talaga ako na sunud-sunod ang kamalasan kapag dumadating!!Arrrghhh!!
# 1 unlucky moment:
natapunan ako ng suka!! vinegar!! patis!! name it according to your language!! it still has the yucky odor!!! kaya yung effect?!? hindi ako naka-pasok sa pehm because i need to go home to change my skirt!!!my God!! that is so so unlucky!!!
#2 unlucky moment:
i have a sore throat!! at may kasama pang singaw!!!arrgghh!! oh diba?!? malas talaga!!
#3 unlucky moment!!
the most horrible thing that happened to my almost perfect life!! my teacher made me seat sa mga no-brain section!! aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! it's so horrible!! parang bangungot!!! i'm not that bobo naman eh!! sa subject lang naman niya ako medyo mababa!!!! why?why?why? pero, you know what?!? the effect?!? i'm going to study HARDER!!! as in harder!! i'll show her na meron akong ibubuga!!!!

WATCH ME SHINE!!!

My gawd!!

2005-01-10T16:34:00.000-08:00

oh my gosh!! umuwi ako from school kasi natapunan ako ng suka!! I'll keep you posted mamaya!!

Whatta day!!

2005-01-07T05:23:00.000-08:00

Haay!! what a day!!! y'know what?!? i've never felt this good in my entire life!!! pero mamaya ko na iku-kwento para suspense!!haha!! i've been busy these days kaya ngayon palang ako nakakapag-blog!! akala ko kakabahan ako masyado sa report ko sa health kasi hindi ako ready, pero thank God natapos na yun kanina!!harhar!! para akong engot sa harapan!! Pagkatapos ng health namin, tinanong ng mga cho-ir!!hehe... si ma'am casurao about our prize nang nanalo kami sa christmas choral contest. kaya pinapunta kami sa municipal office and we should look daw for kenneth, uhh, something... basta nasa 3rd sex daw yun!!hehe... pero, nang pumunta kami dun, umalis daw siya kaya bumalik nalang kami nang hapon, mga 3:30 na kami pumunta dun, ay shocckkzz!! andun si charlie romeo!! gawd!! kaya kami lalong nagtagal dun!! mga 4:15 ata nakabalik na kami sa school, haay!! tapos na pala ang mass!! pero, ok lang, andun pa naman gummie bear khow eh!!hihi.. oopss!! indi ko pala pwedeng sabihin!! nang umuwi ako sa bahay nagpasama muna ako para bumili ng magazine, pero wala pang candy eh!! ALam mo ba!! hinagisan ako ng beetle ni kuya!! graveh!! tili ako ng tili!! as in!! para akong papatayin!!haha!! but, the worst nang nahulog yung cellphone ko!!! nakakainis!! nagha-hang na yung cp ko ngayon!! ipapa-ayos ko nga eh kung magka-pera na ako!!wakehkeh... errr, ang dami ng gagawin ko ngayong weekends!! ano ba toh?!? parang school days toh ahh!! haaay!! malapit na kasi yung exams namin!!hmmp!! but this sunday, alis ako sa bahay kasi dadating na yung candy magazine!!!yeey!!hehe... But this is the best day of my life and i dont know why?!?

Ready for a hectic day???

2005-01-03T02:00:00.000-08:00

Simula na naman ng klase?!? Grr... I'm enjoying na pa naman yung christmas vacation tapos just one blink lang... poof!! tapos na!!haay!!

I woke up na mga 5:45 a.m. haay!! i'm so bumped!! natulog na ako kagabi mga 1:00 ng madaling araw kasi ewan! hindi ako makatulog!! ano yata iniisip ko kagabi?!?hehe... At last! nakita ko na naman mga friends ko!! weeeh!!hehe.. pero sa school!!yun ang masaklap!! di ko pa feel pumasok!!

Frustrated na akong makapunta sa tacloban!! wanna buy BODY SHOP'S TEA TREE OIL CONCEALER!! cause my eyebugs are so, umaagaw sa eksena!! hehe.. well, that's one of my new years resolution, to have a very warm, innocent, tantilizing eyes!!haha!! so the drama?!!!

Alam mo ba ang natuklasan ko?!? my inbox was blocked!! wonder why?!? eh duh!! someone tried to open it but hindi niya nabuksan cause my password is so so personal!!hehe.. sino yata yun?!? kaya napilitan akong pumunta sa smart wireless center to ask kung mao-open pa ba yung extra inbox ko!!Grr... i have to wait for 48 hours pa daw!!! huh?!? pano yan!! no space na yung main ko!! i cant erase my messages!! hay naku!! sana mare-open na yung inbox ko para bumalik yung normal flow ng buhay ko!!hehe..

Body shop!! i need you!!

2004-12-29T04:14:00.000-08:00

I miss my sister already!! even though she's always groggy and high-tempered, i miss her!! Cause she only stayed here in catbalogan foe a while!! bumalik siya kaagad sa tacloban and doon sila mag new new year ni kuya willy sa dumaguete!! pero dito sila nag-christmas... I really like her new phone!! 6600!! haha!! nang andito pa siya hinihiram ko and panay kuha ng mga picutes!!!wahaha.. wala lang... ibibigay na pala niya sakin yung old phone niya!! yung wap!!wakeke.. kelan kaya?!? pinapaayos pa eh!!hihi... hihintayin ko siya bumalik sa tacloban kasi magpapabili ako sa kaniya ng tea tree concealer sa body shop!!wakekek.. wala kasing body shop dito, so ayun!!

Finally!!

2004-12-21T03:06:00.000-08:00

Finally!!! i finished cleaning my messy cabinet!! You know what?!? i found a twenty dollar bill inside my dresser?!!? whoa!! good thing i was the only one opening my dresser!!weebee!!! My kuya gave me a black superman tee!! wow!! it's so cute!! i'm going to wear it this friday!!ahihi...

Be happy!!

2004-12-20T04:37:00.000-08:00

so good to be true!! i am not asking for material things this christmas!! i just want happiness!! Oh God!! give me the thing i'm begging for the whole year!!!
the guy who loves me more than himself is the one i dont love while... never mind!!
How can i be happy?!?

Darn!! he's here again!!

2004-12-20T04:35:00.000-08:00

I hate him!! now, i give him the award for messing my life!! Brutally!! does he have his own life so that he can stop medling mine!!! ummphh!! he's so annoying!! my cousin is so so annoying!! i so hate him!!

I came, i saw, i wrapped!!

2004-12-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

yeah!! christmas is almost near and i can already sense his birthday!!bwahaha!! out of topic?!?teeheehee... just wanna make a space for that!!wakeke... anywayz... i am terribly exhausted!! i wrapped all the girfts for my pamangkins standing-up!! my gosh!! i can feel the pain of my feet!! but it's all worth it!!

a week ago

2004-12-17T23:22:00.000-08:00

yeah!!! it's been a while i didn't post here!!well.. here it goes...
December 14, 2004~~ Monthsary of arben and marjory... it's not quite as ma-chikka than the other 14th, it's just unusual coz the king of action died!! FPJ!! well... that's life!! Err... we practiced the song for the presentation this afternoon for the christmas program!! Wahhoo!!
December 16, 2004~~

Thank God!!! excelsis deo!!

2004-12-10T06:01:00.000-08:00

Oh My Gosh!! After the tiring days of practicing the choral contest at the municipal plaza, at last!! we coped the most awaiting event of our lives. The announcement of the winners!!! You know what?!? We were the star of the night because we're the winners~!! Yahoo!! At Last, our wishes came true!! We gave Samar state university an everlasting honor!!! Just Believe in yourself and confidence is the key!! but cooperation is also a must!!! Haaaay!! I really really Thank God for giving us the courage!!! And for giving me my voice in time of the contest!! Thank You Lord!!! Even though i was running out of hope before the contest, still, you gave me the strength to believe in myself!!! Adios!!

Linguistic strategy of the warays!!

2004-12-07T03:02:00.000-08:00

Sore throaty day

2004-12-07T02:37:00.000-08:00

My supah rockin tuesday!!harhar!! oOps!e... It's raining!!! That's why i woke up Late na!!! that's why i'm too early for my next subject!!!haha!! in short, Late meh sa chemistry namin!!wahehe!! Nga pala, i passed the audition!!haha!! the choir thingy!!! kasali na ako sa contest this coming friday!! but!! The hell!!! wrong timing naman toh oh!!! i have a stingking s#itty sore throat!! Please God!! i beg of you!!! please make my voice come back on or before thursday!! this is a very big event of my life!! and this is the thing that i can make my 'rents be proud of me!!! para naman may ipakita ako sa kanila!! kagaya ng siztah ko!!! Lord!! Please!! make me well na!! I'll do anything!! I can even give-up my Lovelife just to make me well!! Lord!! oh please!! oh please!! i really really desperately need my voice!!!!! my God!! please help-!!

Err... My monday!! My Lucky Day!!

2004-12-07T02:25:00.000-08:00

*cough* cough*... im sick!! i have a fever, a cold, a sore throat!! My Gosh!! Why is this happening?!? But thank God, my temperature came back to normal after I took some medicine. Paracetamol to be exact. Earlier this evening, a lantern parade was held and after that, the lighting of lanterns was held at the municipal plaza. We went home as early as possible kanina because we are going to see the ako...ako...?ako...! Play... I wore a "hangin" blouse!!hihi.. well, it's dark naman eh!!indi halata!!haha!! If you ask me bout the play?!? Whew!! It's really good, but we didnt finish the whole play because my nephew wanna go home na! And it's past midnight din naman eh!! The Theater actors are really really talented!! Imagine, A little girl with no stage fright?!? My Gosh!! She's singing, acting, all in one!! I think she's only about five or six years old!!! I Love their play!! especially when the singer sang DANDANSOY?!? It's a really good interpretation!!

so so saturday!!

2004-12-04T21:23:00.000-08:00

My ordinary saturday!! surfing the internet, thinking of school, frustrating myself!! Grr.... I reealized that every person has their own problems in life, my nephews problem is his allergic asthma! My God!! It's really scary when he is suffering bcoz of his allergy!! But, if you ask bout mah problemz?!? Yikezz!! so so shallow unlike anybody!!haha!! I Got two singaws and it really hurts!! I need to go to the dentist next week (talk bout my phobia!! oopsie!trauma alert!!)!!! I need to be ready for our prom!!(ok!! so, when are we going to start exercising?!?) I need to improve my inner and outer self!! Haller!! I'm a teenager!! y'know what?!? I'm kinda obsessed with the movie, mean girls!! I dunno, it's like... Poof!! I'm obsessed with it!!

Friday na...^_^

2004-12-02T17:15:00.000-08:00

Walang pasok kasi buong Pilipinas suspended yung classes...

Yeepeeh!! School's out!!

2004-12-02T10:59:00.000-08:00

School's out!! coz there's a storm at our location!! But, i wish that this afternoon,we are going to have a class bcoz i wanna finish the unfinished business!! tsk tsk tsk.. What a shame!!

Pinaglaruan niya lang?!? Gosh!! nyeta siya!!

2004-12-01T01:35:00.000-08:00

I thought i am going to have a very good day!! eeekkk!! im wrong, i experienced the worst day pala!! Grr.... Kung sino pa naman ang binigyan ko ng sobra-sobrang squall, yun pa yung gagaguhin ako?!? Shockkzz!!! It really hurts!! the things he did!! it cuts like a knife!! now i've proven what an asshole he is!! He really took adventage because of the fact he knows that i LoveD him!!! Getz?!? LOVED!!!! now i realized that i was that stupid to fall-in Love with that kind of person!! This is the 3rd time na he broke my heart!! And i promise this will going to be the LAST!!! puno na ako!! nyeta siya!! pakikita ko siya!!! kaya ko siyang palitan!! that is a word of honor!!!!!!! I promised!! sinusumpa ko!!! he will pay!!!haha!!

And cut!!!

Victim!!!

It's up to you if you will believe what im saying!!

Thank God It's Saturday!!

2004-11-27T01:02:00.000-08:00

I'm starting my new story. But still, i cant figure what's the ending to make it breathtaking.. Hmm... any suggestions?!?

Juicy Tuesday

2004-11-23T03:15:00.000-08:00

I thought i was going to have a very bad day!! but... i realized i was expecting the unexpected!! oh my gosh!! this is the best day this week!!!

Christmas is already near!!

2004-11-21T02:17:00.000-08:00

kind of excited!! bcoz sa wakas i can have enjoynment together with my family... at tiyaka malapit na family reunion ng clan namin!! but, yokong pumunta nds year kasi sa calbayog na naman yung venue!! ayshuuushzz!! mahihiloo na naman akiiee!! chuva talaga!! ititch na sasakyan na yan!!

Maybe...

2004-11-21T02:09:00.000-08:00

can i love you?!? eeek!! stupid question!!
can i be yours?!? damn!! absolutely the answer is no!!
can i cry for you?!? shit!! it can only cause pain!!
can i leave you?!? oh!! that would be a nottah!!
cause i can't leave without you!!

I do...

2004-11-21T02:05:00.000-08:00

If ur asking do i love you ds much!!!

I do!!

Your the reason why i'm living in ds world and i can't afford to lose you!! bcoz i'll die if i'll lose you just bcoz of my "katangahan"!!!

I will give-up everything just for you and ds is a word of honor!!

Smashing day...

2004-11-21T01:48:00.000-08:00

Haller!! Haller!! kauuwi ko palang galing kela marj!! sarap ng foodamz nila dun!!hihihi... Andun nga yung txtmate ko!! haay!! so much for my cover-ups!! nakilala niya tuloy ako!!bwahaha!! indi ko na sha matataguan!!weh!! uhmm... andun nga yung palalabzz sa hauzy ni bluish-white!!harhar!! vuking ititch!! walang sikretong hindi nabubulgar ikanga!! Pero, come to think of it, kung tatanungin mo yung lalake tungkol sa love, marami yung matututunan mo!! kasi maiintindihan mo lalo yung saloobin ng isang guy!! aheem!! pero, still up to now i can't understand the very reason why love exist in this place we call world?!? Duh!! to bring joy to our life!! the heck!! well, whatevah!! I so don't care bout it!!

How Love Hurts

2004-11-20T20:50:00.000-08:00

How Love hurts
Ginawa ko din to! with all my heart!!

HOW LOVE HURTS…

How I wonder why I love
It makes mistakes that hurts us so
And how I never thought I’d found
The reason why my love still grows.

How I wish to stop this pain
The pain that’s driving me insane
It makes me dumb, it makes me blind
Coz my love for you is all in my mind.

How could you hurt my feelings so
I loved you more than you’ll ever know
But why did you turned away from me
It strucked my heart so deep and badly.

Just like a stab it made me feel
To take the risk to love you real
How I wish to erase your name
Engraved in my heart that causes this pain.

Now I wonder why I cant let go
I cant give-up, I cant make you go
I will fight till the end, I wont give-up
Coz my life is you and your love is enough.

yawn

2004-11-20T18:03:00.000-08:00

*yawn*
I'm still sleepy!! natulog na ako kagabi, mga past 12 na!!
Mamaya, pupunta kami kela bluish-white bcoz fiesta sa kanila... hope we will have a good time!!

Real Loss

2004-11-20T18:01:00.000-08:00

Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself...

Is it true?!? I can't get it kasi eh...
Because if you love something more than yourself, it means, you can't let it happen to disappear...

A Friend Of Mine

2004-11-20T09:26:00.000-08:00

Ds is the first poem i've ever made...
Hope you like it!!!

A FRIEND OF MINE

Once I asked a friend of mine
What kind of man is worth my time
A man who can love me for who I am
That’s what she said, that’s what she replied.

Then I thought about a friend of mine
A guy friend to be exact, could he be worth my time?
He’s really really special to me, that’s what I said
For me he’s my life, a life deeper than a friend.

Now my feelings for him is not just for a friend
But for a lover which my tear can be shed
A feeling I heard from the thoughts of my heart
And a feeling I knew when I saw him from the start.

And now I know that this friend of mine
Could be my partner for a whole lifetime
A partner I could love for my whole life through
Without a condition nor receiving but just a simple and sincere “I love you”

Love... So powerful!!

2004-11-20T09:11:00.000-08:00

Ever Since I Fell in-love.. He's Always the only person I'm thinking of.. Could it just be an obsession or I already found the guy the power to hurt me and make me cry..?!? Whoa..!! The power of my heart is really dictating the things I'm doing. And What I am now, it's because of following my heart.
Why is it that a very part of my body could affect all of me?!? It caused a lot of changes in my life!! But Thank God I've changed for the better..!! And I think it's the power of Love, every person have for someone..!!

How Come?!?

2004-11-20T08:59:00.000-08:00

My usual Saturday gig is finally over!!
I always thought Mom gives the ickiest advice!! Oopsy!! Im wrong, because they give the BEST advice!!
It's like a coincidence that she gave me a very good advice at the time I needed it the most without me asking for it!! Very cool huh?!?

Say what?!?

2004-11-20T06:40:00.000-08:00

Whoa!! It's friday already?!? Bilis ng panahon noh?!? But I still can't sense some changes!! Whatever!! I saw him kanina!! haay!! it's like i'm melting. It's like he's the squall i've been looking for my whole life!! But the question is, can he sense my presense?!? Not!!! He's that manhid!!

It's a hard-knock life

2004-11-20T06:14:00.000-08:00

Haay!! Life talaga oo!! 'raming problems, why cant i have a perfect day!! kainis talaga!! ever!! but even though, i have unimaginable problems in my life, I have been able to cope all of my struggles because of.....

Him.!!
haha!!kimeee...

I wish..

2004-11-20T05:07:00.000-08:00

Try taking a new genre...
that would be fun...
but...
How come?!?
I cant..?!?
That's why...
I wish..!!

My day yesterday!!

2004-11-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

What a magnificent day yesterday was!!
An explendid day ever!!
Unexplainable!!

I Must Have Been Dreaming

2004-11-20T04:46:00.000-08:00

Another One!!

I MUST HAVE BEEN DREAMING

I saw you walking, walking towards me
Asking me to dance, but the words in my mind flee
So I just followed you towards the heavenly site
And then we danced and danced, in the ray of light.

When our eyes met, we suddenly stopped dancing
The angels saw us, and starts the asking
We just ignored them and walked away
“come with me” you told me and we flew away.

We reached a land, a land full of flowers
You gave me the rarest among the others
You said it’s like me, so difficult to find
I was fluttered, and joy comes out in my mind.

And when you are beginning to kiss me,
You’re starting to fade, It’s you I can’t see
Then tears are starting to fall, till I woke up,
Hey! I must have been dreaming!!!

How much I love you

2004-11-20T04:44:00.000-08:00

Another poem I made!!

HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU

He’s the boy I’m telling you
He’s the boy who made me cry
He’s the boy I wanted to be my boo
He’s the boy why my heart almost die.

In my diary he’s always there
Every page, every sentence, he’s always there
You can feel his presence, his heartbeat, his essence
But he can’t feel my presence, my heartbeat or even my essence.

He’s the reason why I cried
But He’s also the reason why I loved my life
He’s the reason why I believed in destiny
He’s also the guy I won’t forget for eternity.

My heart chose to love him
But my mind chose another guy
But I’d rather follow my heart in searching
The guy I can be with even just for a while.

In my dreams, in my fantasies
He’s so much different for my prince charming
But what the heck! He’s the one I love
And He’s the real one I can see for now.

I wish and I pray under the stars
That this guy of mine can hear me, even if he’s in mars
To hear my voice saying “I love you”
And for you my love, this poem is for you.